Looking

I see you in the sky
like a brave star
which lights my way,
my lonely way,
in my darkest times.
I just go on these roads
screaming aloud your name,
with my broken wings.
Nobody is listening.
Shining up there
I won't get you.
Shining up there
I won't hold you.
As in a chemical experience
I try impossible things.
You, the meaning of my tears,
the meaning of my pain.
My body, with no soul,
doesn't know what to do.
I'm looking at you.
I'm looking for you.
I'm looking like you.